Succubus and Women of the Otherworld

Now, one of the things I have not spoken much of is my woman of the otherworld, in whom I do NOT own. Her name is Jenny (names have been changed{see footnote 1 below}). Our relationship with each other has been like a roller coaster, in fact I am actually surprised we are still together and have made it through our doubts. Yes, it appears that Jenny has also had doubts in me. I take it that she may have been cheated on and is afraid that I will do the same thing. Although we are not having as good fun 'yum yum' times as much as we did formerly, I still try to hold on to her, because I love her. I have chances with being with beautiful women that I know that are single, yet there is just that glimmer of purpose, direction, and fulfillment that I can see with the love I have for her and how much I think of her during every day. As she also is, I am afraid that she is looking at other potential companions to be in a romance with. Yet something in me is telling me "just t

True Story, another close story to this is mentioned at  https://www.reddit.com/r/nosleep/comments/5t0fhn/maybe_my_grandmothers_stories_werent_just_stories/ : It was an evening in the pine forest, or should I say at midnight. I was alone, I had no light, it was mostly pitch black, not a person in sight. I was a fair distance from home and was walking down a dirt road. It was the 11th of November 2016. That very day I was punished by the religion of Jehovah's Witnesses for being drunk one night, this was an ordinary thing 9 months prior yet I was making progress. Then why did they not punish me when I was NOT making progress. I was torn apart the night before and in writing I asked God to reprove me if need be. 10 minutes later, an elder called for the meeting the next day. The next day I became reproved. That night, without having in mind what kind of night it was, I traveled to the pine forest, alone. At that stage I had not ever even known of any types of women of the othe