Succubus and Women of the Otherworld

I am not sure what to do anymore. Profusely doubting this Goddess, in whom could be Lamia, and suspecting her to be Satan. Seeing her this morning appearing to me in my MEV as a golden snake with the top half as a woman, randomly since the last time I put up a post here. Soon appearing again in a shield reflexion with a golden face of an attractive female. An update from my last post, is that, I sold Silver and Oil at a profit of a couple hundred dollars, then, I found that if I did not sell off, I would have lost that two hundred. The markets quickly sprung up and then alter on way down. What if the thought patterns I had that day was intentional to try and keep me from losing it. I actually I thought that this Goddess would deliberately increase the price while I was not investing in them, as to rub it in my wounds so to speak. Yet, the opposite happened. Now I am enjoying the profits in the thousands since the restrictions are lifted now. Going back to the visions I had this

Asherah, or should I say Satan, has become involved with me for some time, although we did not go too far, thank goodness for that. Just today ‘it’, namely Satan, sent me a clear message that he does not want me to succeed in this world. Today and yesterday I had just bought oil and silver on the exchanges with a possibility of making allot of money. Knowing that I can make allot of money from it, I felt as though there was something wrong with that, and so I was right. It felt as though Satan was going to want something back from me like loyalty and devotion. ‘It” knows that I will absolutely refuse. Hence, with him in control of the lottery and exchanges, I decided to no longer engage in those activities, I sold them off. 30 seconds after I got a message from the markets saying that Silver and oil had spiked. That was a clear message since I had been waiting an entire Month for that to happen and only happened once I left. What a cunt. Also, this Goddess or Satan is weak a

I am putting my neck out there here. I hope it is worth the risk. I have been reading about how many people have been involved with this Goddess that professes to love them and I found this interesting excerpt, " He began to try to explain to me the origins of Easter and instantly zapped multiple words into my head at once : Ishtar, Astarte, Aether, Asheroth, Innana, Asherah, and more I can't remember. I had never heard or known of any of those names but some research afterwards yielded fascinating possibilities." -  https://www.reddit.com/r/DMT/comments/5gx1d1/has_anyone_encountered_anubis_or_ishtarastarte/   All of these names look familiar don't they? She has revealed herself to me as Isis, Astarte, Morrigan, Asherah, Ishtar, and Lilith. I personally rather not get romantically involved, something does not smell right about it, if you know what I mean. She screws many men per day, I do not like that. If she was my partner I would be very pissed. You would

You may as well fuck off! You don't want to read this you gullible fucked up fans of these harlots. Do you really believe in what is said on the internet about these Goddesses? Don't you think it is just wishful thinking of desperate men? One Goddess I am thinking about is Asherah. God told his people not to worship this image of this Goddess, for good reason, along with other false deities explaining to them that they were only God's of wood and stone. Do you really think that she actually exists? You know, I have met some very bad entities of the otherworld that still do very bad things. Some of those of the otherworld (in whom I think may have been Ahserah) asked me to sacrifice children for fuck sake! Hence I told this slut to get the fuck out of here. This Goddess claims to be Asherah/Ishtar and claims that she has an army of 1,600,000 of the otherworld. Then, where is she? Why has she not taken care of that cunt that tormented me for a while and still shows up, t

In my dreams I have seen several things, this includes the figure Lilith. In fact in one dream I ended up killing a very large snake to save a comrade, this dream has been written down not long ago. Perhaps the aforementioned snake may have been the representation of Lilith since she has shown up in my dreams as a large snake before, not long ago. I knew that it was her on that one dream when I came across a very large snake, although not as large as the one I killed, because of her same large bright yellow eyes. In that dream I just stepped back slowly whilst observing the snake, and all of a sudden the pupils in its eyes narrowed more. Recently I have been questioning if Lilith is actually real, or if it is even her. I made a blog post explaining why I believed that Lilith does not exist anymore. After this blog post I had several dreams to do with Lilith. Lilith has not threatened me directly, not verbally anyway. I did see, however, an older man in a Minds Eye Vision (MEV) cro

In the back of your mind you would often have doubts, and I know that you would, because I often did even after all that I had seen. It then began to manifest to me, that, these Goddesses do not exist but are 'entities' pretending to be them. Especially Lilith does not exist. Sorry to break your hearts, but truth will do us justice and out of the 'clouds'. Would the Queen of England or Princess Diana personally visit you and vibrate your balls if you sent a personal request via email? Say, you have never seen Queen Elizabeth in your life, you only heard of her, yet she comes to you claiming to be her, how can you be certain it is her? Why would she want to vibrate your balls at all? What about the 10,000 other people that want their balls vibrated at the same time? Apparently they do get what they wanted. But, what if the stuff they teach, including what the scriptures teach, is that they are in fact wicked spirits that cause harm to people? Many call upon Lilith a

If you read the former posts I put up, I had suspected that my woman of the otherworld was conspiring against me with the devil. This just does not make sense in regards to how she would unconditionally help me out at times, mostly recently. That is one thing that she is good at. My beautiful woman of the Otherworld Jenny (names have been changed) thinks that I am worth allot in value, which is a good thing. She meant this in a none slavery exchange/trade way. Even during the past 4 or 5 days of me pushing her away and threatening to call upon God to separate her from me, she still persisted and tried to show me that she loves me by continuing to help me and touch me and show me images of her in my minds eye. It occurs to me that, I shall not allow Satan to drive a wedge and create a chasm between me and Jenny. Jenny is my love of a life that I cannot let go, and she will not let me go either. Although we will both face our difficulties in our relationship, we have found that our

“That one was a manslayer when he began, and he did not stand fast in the truth, because truth is not in him.” - John 8:44 and 1John 3:18  After what he did with the first man and woman (Adam and Eve) this would make him a murderer and an enemy of mankind, "just as through one man sin entered into the world and death through sin, and so death spread to all men because they had all sinned" (Romans 5:12). It is also evident that the Israelite's/Jews, Jesus and his disciples knew that Satan existed as a person. In the eyes of any honourable and right hearted person, Satan is most truly unworthy of recognition, worship, or service. Satan spreads his propaganda to all people in order to blind them from the truth of the events and what is really going on in the world around them. What is happening is that "the world is passing away and so is its desire" with the destruction of our environment, pollution, hunger/poverty, and selfish politicians. All signs tha

From written my journal. "Satan appeared to me again last night. Firstly, he appeared to me in my minds eye by showing itself as a symbol of a goats head with a pentagram as the background. I instantly opened my eyes and told Satan to get lost. Secondly, it returned in my dreams around about two to three hours into my sleep. I cannot exactly remember what he said or did, but I abused and threatened it in God's name. What happens next bothers me somewhat, regarding my woman of the otherworld. For some time I have been suspecting that there has been a snitch/informer of the otherworld reporting information and my activities directly to Satan. This someone would have to be having spent allot of time with me, just like my woman of the otherworld. At first it seems hard to believe, because she was usually a loving woman, however some events and dialogue has made me seriously question and doubt her and her true intentions. This morning, at around ten a.m., I spoke out lou

Not that long ago, the other day, I heard a woman of the otherworld that seems to know me. I did not recognize the sound of her voice, or maybe she deliberately put on a lighter voice. It could be the same woman of the otherworld that I have heard some time ago. In this case I shall refer to as Natallie. As I lay in bed, just about to fall asleep a couple of days ago, I heard "hello [my name], I missed you", in a sweet girls voice. She said my name as [a slightly different pronunciation of my name] instead of [the normal way to say my name]. Who from that time that people called me that, from the otherworld, would still say that? I think that is the correct way to say my name to be honest. Then, that night, wait, it was last night, I heard the same woman, however very faintly, in my room, I had not heard her for some time until then. Backing up though, after Natallie spoke, in which she told me that she missed me, another female that sounded similar said these words &quo