Succubus and Women of the Otherworld

I am not sure what to do anymore. Profusely doubting this Goddess, in whom could be Lamia, and suspecting her to be Satan. Seeing her this morning appearing to me in my MEV as a golden snake with the top half as a woman, randomly since the last time I put up a post here. Soon appearing again in a shield reflexion with a golden face of an attractive female. An update from my last post, is that, I sold Silver and Oil at a profit of a couple hundred dollars, then, I found that if I did not sell off, I would have lost that two hundred. The markets quickly sprung up and then alter on way down. What if the thought patterns I had that day was intentional to try and keep me from losing it. I actually I thought that this Goddess would deliberately increase the price while I was not investing in them, as to rub it in my wounds so to speak. Yet, the opposite happened. Now I am enjoying the profits in the thousands since the restrictions are lifted now. Going back to the visions I had this

Asherah, or should I say Satan, has become involved with me for some time, although we did not go too far, thank goodness for that. Just today ‘it’, namely Satan, sent me a clear message that he does not want me to succeed in this world. Today and yesterday I had just bought oil and silver on the exchanges with a possibility of making allot of money. Knowing that I can make allot of money from it, I felt as though there was something wrong with that, and so I was right. It felt as though Satan was going to want something back from me like loyalty and devotion. ‘It” knows that I will absolutely refuse. Hence, with him in control of the lottery and exchanges, I decided to no longer engage in those activities, I sold them off. 30 seconds after I got a message from the markets saying that Silver and oil had spiked. That was a clear message since I had been waiting an entire Month for that to happen and only happened once I left. What a cunt. Also, this Goddess or Satan is weak a

I am putting my neck out there here. I hope it is worth the risk. I have been reading about how many people have been involved with this Goddess that professes to love them and I found this interesting excerpt, " He began to try to explain to me the origins of Easter and instantly zapped multiple words into my head at once : Ishtar, Astarte, Aether, Asheroth, Innana, Asherah, and more I can't remember. I had never heard or known of any of those names but some research afterwards yielded fascinating possibilities." -  https://www.reddit.com/r/DMT/comments/5gx1d1/has_anyone_encountered_anubis_or_ishtarastarte/   All of these names look familiar don't they? She has revealed herself to me as Isis, Astarte, Morrigan, Asherah, Ishtar, and Lilith. I personally rather not get romantically involved, something does not smell right about it, if you know what I mean. She screws many men per day, I do not like that. If she was my partner I would be very pissed. You would