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A Huge Misinterpretation

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 Thank fucking God for this.  The next day after it had sounded like my wife of the Otherworld cheated on me, she ( Z *) had tried assuring me that she had done no such thing. The problem is, is that Communication is often difficult between us, Z mainly communicates to me through MEVs (Minds Eye Visions) with messages, and verbal dialogue is always a struggle, sometimes I can hear her say some words.  Z had started touching me down there when I was in bed when I awoke. I was not pleased with this, how she could just continue on normally as she did formally after what she had done the night before. Hence, I turned on my side saying to her not to touch me and that I was upset. Then, straight away, Z stopped. Z started up again a couple of minutes later in touching me down there, however allot more strongly, I just got up then for I was not in the mode for her and my sexual feelings died out for a few days (which is a big deal for me).  I heard Z mumble stuff to me. This last time s
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Cheating Whore Jules - Need Help Please

I had loved Jules more than anyone would, she was my life. We have spend a very long time together and had come to know her very well. This weekend we had was the best. On Monday, in which was a public holiday here in Australia, I spent the time splitting wood and cleaning my room, doing washing, changing my bed sheets (actually the next day, Tuesday). Even though it is winter and very cold, all that work of splitting allot of wood made me hot and made me wear a singlet. Jules would have seen me looking fairly buff too. I live with my mother too, she looked at me smiling from the window and was proud of me, her son. Later that night Jules definetely showed me her love. For the first time of all that time I proved loyal to her we had sex. I did not even change the bed sheets, in which I do because Jules wants me to. I have done allot of things for the sake of Jules. I clean fairly regularly, I try to make my room smell better, I put the heater on for her, and I am trying not to get b
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ashira = satan ?

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 You would be able to tell just how much that I dislike this satan. He has always been trying to accuse me, even though I have never done anything seriously wrong and I have absolutely no criminal history record, not even a parking ticket. The only wrong thing that I had done was refuse to leave a pub, in which I knew the owner. The cops came over and convinced me to live, I got in their vehicle and they dropped me at home. I was fined AUD$560.00 .  So, "why mention ashira?" you my ask.  Hmmm, why mention an apparent oldest 'Goddess' in whom may also be the supposed "lilith"? Quite often, as you would read through my posts, this 'Goddess' had often shown to me at first by revealing herself as the symbol of a five pointed star, in which may be an indication of satan. Others may say that it is that ridiculous fuckin pagan symbol of life or some dumbshit like that, but think of where that Nazi symbol originated from, Hindi 'life', now there is t
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Not Posting Much

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 I am not posting here much, I am not sure what to type even though there is much I have to discuss. The problem is, is that, there is these fucking morons that just talk about every and any experience at about them and their "Succubi"! As though "they" are just tools without experiencing embarrassment about their personal lives being posted online, you cunts!!! I have over 160 pages of notes that talk of my visions, dreams, and experiences for the past only 3 months. All I can say, it has been a wild ride of delusions, illusions, misinformation, and cunts of the otherworld. All in and all out, my Lady of the Otherworld, in whom I name Jules, is in fact a greatly beautiful woman of wonder and divinity indeed. There is no woman like her, even though sometimes we have our disagreements and fights, she is there. I had come to love her so much, that even though she cursed me through hand gestures, I loved that, at least she is being honest. What a babe in my heart she i
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Self Conflicting Goddess

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 Today I had a smile on my face, as though I had won the lottery. Today was an interesting day. One of the Minds Eye Visions (MEV) that I had was saying to me "1 in 300". You may wander, what in the fuck does that mean, and what does that have to do with me? First up, it does have nothing to do with you. If you actually read my fuck'n posts you will find that apparently I was ranking (not smelly or anything) 66th place in this weird selection process, in which the Goddess will try and find her next pretty petty man bitch servant of a man sex slave little shit. Then she told me not that long ago that I was in the first dozen (12 for the uneducated fools). Hence, I believe that I am now probably coming 300th place. I jumped out of bed happy and content that finally she did not like me, I felt revived and content rather than feel contempt.  The more I fail the more at ease my soul feels and the more at rest I feel my soul will become by not becoming accepted by her. I see Ho
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Scripting

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 Most of the events and things that have with me recently and in the near past have been recorded. The amount of it is stacked up pretty high. It would take a month for a lawyer to analyse and process then conclude the information. Not even I could to do it, in three months that is.  The information I have would be some good fresh meat for the spiritual to sink their teeth into, with real tangible experiences and events, dreams, and visions.  With what I have mentioned so far on this blog has only scraped the surface of my experiences, maybe about 2 to 5 % of it. There is much to be mentioned, hopefully without doing the bidding of some hostiles of the Otherworld that have been somewhat persistent with me in the recent past, for God-knows what reason.  Hence, with every passing day I have been keeping record of my dreams, interactions, dialogue, and visions. I can tell you that they seem somewhat confusing and sometimes conflicting. Allot of these can be logical though, and make perfec
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Not Sure Anymore

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I am not sure what to do anymore. Profusely doubting this Goddess, in whom could be Lamia, and suspecting her to be Satan. Seeing her this morning appearing to me in my MEV as a golden snake with the top half as a woman, randomly since the last time I put up a post here. Soon appearing again in a shield reflexion with a golden face of an attractive female. An update from my last post, is that, I sold Silver and Oil at a profit of a couple hundred dollars, then, I found that if I did not sell off, I would have lost that two hundred. The markets quickly sprung up and then alter on way down. What if the thought patterns I had that day was intentional to try and keep me from losing it. I actually I thought that this Goddess would deliberately increase the price while I was not investing in them, as to rub it in my wounds so to speak. Yet, the opposite happened. Now I am enjoying the profits in the thousands since the restrictions are lifted now. Going back to the visions I had this
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