Self Conflicting Goddess
Today I had a smile on my face, as though I had won the lottery. Today was an interesting day. One of the Minds Eye Visions (MEV) that I had was saying to me "1 in 300". You may wander, what in the fuck does that mean, and what does that have to do with me? First up, it does have nothing to do with you. If you actually read my fuck'n posts you will find that apparently I was ranking (not smelly or anything) 66th place in this weird selection process, in which the Goddess will try and find her next pretty petty man bitch servant of a man sex slave little shit. Then she told me not that long ago that I was in the first dozen (12 for the uneducated fools). Hence, I believe that I am now probably coming 300th place. I jumped out of bed happy and content that finally she did not like me, I felt revived and content rather than feel contempt. The more I fail the more at ease my soul feels and the more at rest I feel my soul will become by not becoming accepted by her. I see Ho...