Gruun Qatar, where do I begin? Worst Succubus EVER!

Yesterday, I had finally seen my own wife of the spirit wife in my dreams and we had interacted with each non-sexually, although this would be the first time in quite a while. All I did, despite seeing her nakedness, was stroke her hair as though she was a cat, because, you know, I actually gave a shit, unlike the others of the spirit realm that crowd around her like fleas and fly's to a giant sack of juicy shit. During this day I had a full day of work, I felt very much better, making the day even more worth living....until... This morning I was attacked by one of the men of the spirit realm (otherworldly realm). There is more of these good-for-nothing losers than you can possibly count, they are literally everywhere, cursed be these spirits for eternity. When they say that they cannot lie, that would have to be the biggest lie ever, they lie allot more than anyone else, and I have countless examples. When one of the men told me about my wife cheating on me I was supprised later when I found out he was talling me the truth. The crazy thing is that I know the truth about Lilith that she wanted kept secret for so long, especially when she said to me that she would let me do anything I wanted to her as long as I did not reveal her story. So, I did nothing to her, I stayed with her, yet the more and more perverts came around the room to annoy the living shit out of us. I kept saying to her that the best way to fix this is to kill them, they where warned and had know the risks, yet to no avail, they still kept coming. Although some of them I had never heard from again. The fact that Lilith (aka Gruun Qatar) did not kill these guys already goes to show that; 1) this special relationship we have she does not take seriously, 2) she is not the true Lilith but an imposter,3) Lilith has no power to defend herself or her loved ones. This woman of the otherworld kept coming to me as being my wife and she called herself Gruun Qatar, in which she proclaims herslef as being Lilith or Venus or even Inanna. She has persisted as being her for years now, and has even told me the secrets of herself that no other person knows. Yet, I feel compelled to tell the story since her low life losers seem to always hate her loyal husbands, such as me, and always want to kill them or make their life a misery. These women under her where supposed to protect the vicinity, however they did the contrary, I heard these bitches socialising with these local low-lifes when they are supposed to be ridding them. No one of the spirit realm can be trusted by the seems of things. I live at Millicent Australia by the way. I decided to reveal these secrets, even about Lilith, because after the attack that happened to me today that I realised that even if I keep Lilith's secrets a secret I will still be killed by these good-for-nothing low life perverted spirits anyway and Lilith not doing anythig about it. My attack goes like this (not the first time)..... I was in this dream with 2 older males and 2 females about my age, the two older males had tattoos and where resonably muscular. I told the first man to leave our house or I will shoot him dead, then I felt his thumb press against my artery on my neck then he said that if I tried he would kill me by blocking the blood to my brain. It all felt real. All this was today, the next day after me and Lilith had a good positive interaction. I HAD ENOUGH!!!!! Ironically I had saved her several of times hence why she wanted to be wih me, but these m(f)aggots, zero. Hence because of her sense of lazy stupidity in not eliminating these men of the spirit realm that are the real problem to our relationship I have decided to start revealing the secrets that she has revealed to me. It starts with the place now called Sandanaj..... She was with her family within some cave dwelling at quami small mountian range next to Sanandaj. She would say that she often had taken her kids (3 females and 1 boy) to their favorite tree by the side of a river, no doubt near the large lake with that large waterfall. She also described about how she had to walk a fairly long distance to get her food and that she did not collect any wood for a fire or make a fire. They used to sit under thier favorite tree by the river. One day, at the same time that she had just got a pig for her and her kids as a pet or food, not sure. They were invaded by whom she believes wehere the sidonians but I think was the Ninavites. Her oldest daughter jumped off the building knowing the outcome, hence instantly killing herslef. Her youngest daughter refused to leave the house during the invasion, the mother (aka Lilith aka Gruun Qatar) chased after her to get her out of the house, to no avail. The young girl was getting raped by the invading soldiers then the mother comes up and kicks the raping male in the groin, they then held her down and raped her, apparently a fat guy raped her in the anus. Several others had raped her too. She was then placed into a cage and had vomitted allot during this time or her violations, am not sure. I had a vision of two arab looking men dragging her upright, because she could no longer walk, into a cave. And there she faced 20 days of continuous rape by 400 men. Here food was spat on and pissed on. She finally mamanged to escape because she thought the doors where locked but they where not. The rugged rocks on the cliff face she came down ruined her feet. At one point she even fell down a cliff, yet the thought of her children kept her alive to keep going. She eventually had come to a river that had forked left and right, not sure which way she went but there was tall cliffs on eihter side. Amazingly she came to their favorite tree that she had brought the children. She laid there nearly dead. They came searching for her and then found her, as she would call "a poor miracle", they impaled her and threw her across the river in which she said she drowned soon after. She then told me that she burned the mountain, but am not sure if it is when they where still there. Yet, if she hated the men that did this to her and her own than why will she not kill the men bothering us non-stop? These men of the spirit realm a serious threat to our lives, yes, that includes hers. As I was talking about earlier, this man pressing his thumb against the artery to my brain threatening to kill me because I threatened to kill him with a gun in order to protect me and Gruun Qatar, yet, apparently to no avail. So, are me and Lilith doomed? I do know that I most likely will not survive tonight.