Incubus Rivalry
Having love for a woman that has an interested incubus attached to her may cause the male (usually) difficulties in his life and even lead to his own destruction for as long as he seeks her out. I know this is most truly the case because I may have been the man he tried to ward away from her. These creatures are an offensive term to use. These incubi, on the most part, have no regard for the free will of their 'victims', unless people who are having uplifting experiences are not speaking up.
Constantly I was struggling in my mind as to why my life seemed to have been driven straight off the cliff. After constant research and contemplation I found that it fitted the perfect textbook incubus rival. I had sincerely loved this young woman like no other, and would go to great lengths for her were required. Although events turned out that she did not seem to be an option at any time in the near future. She was too young at the time, hence I did not make any advancements, but I was friends with her father and mother. Suddenly things in life changed.
Other men tried to get at her, trying to befriend her. This woman was like a guy magnet and the only thing that separated me from the other guys was that I was friends with her family. Things went downhill as she was maturing into a young woman, as though simultaneous problems erupted for me out of nowhere and I fell into a bad depression. This young woman and her family seemingly pushed me away shortly over time. It literally looked like some ghostly influence changed them and my other friends too. Then, did I become a bad person? Also, how does it relate to the other timed negative events?
If you do your online research you will find that the incubus will often at first distract you by trying to send you away to another place, I believe that is what has happened here with me. Being without work, even when I tried hard; advertising my business, trying to make investments, trying to get employed work, and a good friendship life. Then this older friend invited me to work with him in Perth when I was 20 years of age, I did. I had the opportunity to stay there and work, however due to my deep-seated love for her, I did not live there, I came back here. Then problems continued. I was viewed as an outcast and lost my privileges in the congregation, I was one of Jehovah's Witnesses. At the same time new guys came into the congregation who were doing better than I was that she was later constantly socialising with and I had to watch it.
After fighting back testosterone, jealousy, anger, and adrenaline I swallowed my envy away. Later the otherworldly woman started showing up in my life. However, I doubt that it was a jealous 'Succubus', I think it was a hired woman to distract me. Then later, after working in Perth again, I had the opportunity to work in the mines, I declined for that time being because I wanted to finish this fight here and see it through to the end whether I die or not, BTW I later ended up not really desiring the woman much anymore I just want that creature dead or badly wounded, in whomever it was. If it was an otherworldly lover that wanted me she would have notified me earlier instead of randomly screwing everything up and at the same time hurting me badly.
May God rebuke its soul. As I had said, it seems as though this incubus hired a succubus to side-track me, while the incubus still thinks that I want the woman. I just want revenge for this injustice, I want to hit this incubus where it hurts the most if God is not going to deal with him/it. Maybe I should take the woman as my own (in a none forceful way)? Give a good time for this woman better than this pathetic good-for-nothing creature? Whatever it takes. As also, I had this dream where a man who looked in his early 50's with grey hair asked me what I wanted my woman to look like, seems to me that he was only trying to set up a distraction for me. Another time, just recently in fact, I had to select a woman from about 10 women who ere standing in a line. But, I will choose none of them if it means this incubus gets justice for his crimes.
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Constantly I was struggling in my mind as to why my life seemed to have been driven straight off the cliff. After constant research and contemplation I found that it fitted the perfect textbook incubus rival. I had sincerely loved this young woman like no other, and would go to great lengths for her were required. Although events turned out that she did not seem to be an option at any time in the near future. She was too young at the time, hence I did not make any advancements, but I was friends with her father and mother. Suddenly things in life changed.
Other men tried to get at her, trying to befriend her. This woman was like a guy magnet and the only thing that separated me from the other guys was that I was friends with her family. Things went downhill as she was maturing into a young woman, as though simultaneous problems erupted for me out of nowhere and I fell into a bad depression. This young woman and her family seemingly pushed me away shortly over time. It literally looked like some ghostly influence changed them and my other friends too. Then, did I become a bad person? Also, how does it relate to the other timed negative events?
If you do your online research you will find that the incubus will often at first distract you by trying to send you away to another place, I believe that is what has happened here with me. Being without work, even when I tried hard; advertising my business, trying to make investments, trying to get employed work, and a good friendship life. Then this older friend invited me to work with him in Perth when I was 20 years of age, I did. I had the opportunity to stay there and work, however due to my deep-seated love for her, I did not live there, I came back here. Then problems continued. I was viewed as an outcast and lost my privileges in the congregation, I was one of Jehovah's Witnesses. At the same time new guys came into the congregation who were doing better than I was that she was later constantly socialising with and I had to watch it.
After fighting back testosterone, jealousy, anger, and adrenaline I swallowed my envy away. Later the otherworldly woman started showing up in my life. However, I doubt that it was a jealous 'Succubus', I think it was a hired woman to distract me. Then later, after working in Perth again, I had the opportunity to work in the mines, I declined for that time being because I wanted to finish this fight here and see it through to the end whether I die or not, BTW I later ended up not really desiring the woman much anymore I just want that creature dead or badly wounded, in whomever it was. If it was an otherworldly lover that wanted me she would have notified me earlier instead of randomly screwing everything up and at the same time hurting me badly.
May God rebuke its soul. As I had said, it seems as though this incubus hired a succubus to side-track me, while the incubus still thinks that I want the woman. I just want revenge for this injustice, I want to hit this incubus where it hurts the most if God is not going to deal with him/it. Maybe I should take the woman as my own (in a none forceful way)? Give a good time for this woman better than this pathetic good-for-nothing creature? Whatever it takes. As also, I had this dream where a man who looked in his early 50's with grey hair asked me what I wanted my woman to look like, seems to me that he was only trying to set up a distraction for me. Another time, just recently in fact, I had to select a woman from about 10 women who ere standing in a line. But, I will choose none of them if it means this incubus gets justice for his crimes.
If you want to add anything to this, please do so.
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