Succubus and Women of the Otherworld

Now, one of the things I have not spoken much of is my woman of the otherworld, in whom I do NOT own. Her name is Jenny (names have been changed{see footnote 1 below}). Our relationship with each other has been like a roller coaster, in fact I am actually surprised we are still together and have made it through our doubts. Yes, it appears that Jenny has also had doubts in me. I take it that she may have been cheated on and is afraid that I will do the same thing. Although we are not having as good fun 'yum yum' times as much as we did formerly, I still try to hold on to her, because I love her. I have chances with being with beautiful women that I know that are single, yet there is just that glimmer of purpose, direction, and fulfillment that I can see with the love I have for her and how much I think of her during every day. As she also is, I am afraid that she is looking at other potential companions to be in a romance with. Yet something in me is telling me "just t...

True Story, another close story to this is mentioned at  https://www.reddit.com/r/nosleep/comments/5t0fhn/maybe_my_grandmothers_stories_werent_just_stories/ : It was an evening in the pine forest, or should I say at midnight. I was alone, I had no light, it was mostly pitch black, not a person in sight. I was a fair distance from home and was walking down a dirt road. It was the 11th of November 2016. That very day I was punished by the religion of Jehovah's Witnesses for being drunk one night, this was an ordinary thing 9 months prior yet I was making progress. Then why did they not punish me when I was NOT making progress. I was torn apart the night before and in writing I asked God to reprove me if need be. 10 minutes later, an elder called for the meeting the next day. The next day I became reproved. That night, without having in mind what kind of night it was, I traveled to the pine forest, alone. At that stage I had not ever even known of any types of women of the othe...

Here is a story that I am starting to make. Tell me what you think of it so far. The story is entitled 'Just Another Story'. " Once upon a time, in a magical kingdom, wait, lets just cut the crap and get to the chase, this is just another story not unlike the likeness of all the other stories. He was being chased by a creature that had large wings and talons, be very surprised when I mention that it was not dragon like every single other story and game out there has. This creature, although hidden in the darkness, was clearly not of this world, the earth that is to say. It was 27 metres in length, 6 metres high, 3.5076 metres in width (don’t judge this guy, at least he tries to work out). His talon on his right front foot was exactly 32.7 cm, and his second talon on his right front foot was… yeah I know, continuing with the slightly less boring side of the story. Glowing yellow eyes of fiery doom, the legs of a beast of great muscle, not unlike Arnold Schwartz...

I just remembered something that reminded me of something negative regarding my woman of the otherworld's actions, or lack of. A while back, on the 23rd of March of the year 2019, I made a personal bound oath, in the name of my God Jehovah to permanently refrain from women of the otherworld. You may say that I had broken my oath since, but did I? Actually a year prior to the oath, I mentioned in my hand written notes that I may soon sign an oath against association with the women of the otherworld. Leading up to the date, 2 months beforehand, I incessantly reminded my woman of the otherworld that I will sign the oath unless she can otherwise prove to me why we should still be together. Not even a single response, in fact I stopped feeling her or seeing her in my minds eye and dreams a few weeks prior. What do you think this means? It does not end there. One older sounding woman of the otherworld, the one I have heard more times than any other, said to me "sorry, I didn...

I spoke to a few girls yesterday that are friends with my sister, yet again, talking. During the night I had seen the same black haired female look at me in some angry look,as also a dissapointing one, yet again. Is she trying to find reasons for being dissapointed in me? The former post I had put up I decided to take down for a couple of days because I was not sure I should put it up. The reason is, is that I felt a strong love for my woman of the otherworld still. Since she got a little disturbed with me speaking to some women not much younger than myself, I think that she became jealous. This would then conclude that she has an interest in me and that she does not want me to go with a different female. I am actually starting to believe that Lilith, or whomever this Goddess was, may not have tried to kill me but perhaps a jealous person of the otherworld tried. Why would she want to try and destroy me when we were getting along with each other? And, why would she want to annihil...

Does this particular Goddess, possibly the only one, truly love me or have an interest in me? At first one may think that she does when she shows herself nude and sends images of love hearts or may even say it in your ears, because all of those things she did to me. This Goddess, pretty sure it is the same one, names herself A*****, similar to the scriptures about Jehovah and the A***** poles. She regularly appears to me as a black-haired female in my minds eye. The following are minds eye visions/images that I had seen yesterday morning: (Will or may not remember all of them.) 1.        Female appeared to me with yellow snake eyes and sharp pointy teeth with blood on them. 2.        The jet-black haired woman showed up again and showed herself nude laying in different postures. One time in the morning yesterday she was walking up a stairway with a behind view of her ass. 3.      ...

It is not good. My opinion of this woman shows that she is murderous, virtually the complete opposite of what God Jehovah wants in a person. She does everything to completely defy the laws of God, seemingly deliberately. She will try and make you feel like the special one, as though you are a God. You are NOT special you are NOT a God and you will never be. You are NOT her special lover, she will either kill you or use you. I would know, she tried to kill me twice this year, even though I thought we were both getting along just fine. Then finding out that she tries to get many a man to try and love her pained my heart since I did start taking a deep interest in this Goddess. I would advice that, even the entities told me through EVP, that she is in fact a trap seeking to "send you to your grave". Just today, after thinking back on this, I thought of the scriptures and the warning it gives regarding cheating wives and whores (read proverbs chapters 5 to 7) : " The...